Gone for forever

"Gone for forever"
Listening to that song, dark memories are coming back, helping memories that I need to stand my ground...
How dares he?! After all he's done!
I fell a little bad for rejecting him, but all I need is to look back, just for few seconds and randomly pick a moment:
-The one in the docent, waiting for the buses to arrive, my soul in pieces, scared, very scared, wondering for my life, and he was there, without looking at me, because he did not care at all....I look his side face, and my soul evaporated.
-His chats with almost strange people, talking about me as an awful step...and talking about love with other girl...
-His conversations by phone with her in front of me, and I had to be the one hidden....WHAT THE FUCK? I was the one that was his girlfriend for almost 7 years....

HOW DARES HE?! Cynical he must be, selfish, full of himself .......and now he is playing good. I wont fucking believe him....
And know he doesn't have the right to make me feel bad and I don't have the necessity...
I don't want a person like him in my life....
This ends now and for good!